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I can’t eat and I can’t sleep. I’m not doing well in terms of being a functional human, you know?
That seems to be all I can do(via attuition)
The reason I seem bittersweet, why I’ve been arrogant and angry, is because when I really needed ppl in my life they weren’t there, I tried to find comfort for my pain and instead found I couldn’t trust my own friends to be there for me, to console me. And so I broke, I really did, in the lonely quiet of my heart I broke and I picked up all the shards with bloody hands and proceeded to reconstruct myself all on my own. I did it all by myself, I changed all by myself, while struggling w/ the stress and sadness on my shoulders, w/ all the frustration & pain I’ve been carrying for 12 years, maybe more. I dragged myself from the abyss of suicide all by myself, while everyone around me couldn’t take a little bit of time to give a fuck, now they can when it doesn’t even matter but when I just needed one really good friend, all of my best friends let me down. So you don’t like the way I’ve been acting but maybe if I didn’t have to overcome this on my own I would be more humble.
I’d like to think I’m becoming stronger but for what? I like to think I’ve made progress but to where exactly? I’m still not really happy, I’m still scared that I never will be again.
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I get so depressed when I think about you, and I think about you a lot…
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I’m trying to understand who I am and who I want to be, I’m trying to understand why no one likes me, I’m trying to find where I belong and where I stand, I trying to find what makes me the way I am.
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